
You are the Undying Artist. Moody, erratic, and empassioned, you find art in the darkness. You cultivate dark beauty and dark artists to surround yourself and drink of the song in their blood.
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What Bleach Character Are You?
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What wise quote fits you? [pics]
Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain painful, horrible and everything else you don't like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean, why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather montone. You feel there is no reason to really be here and feel helpless.
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The wanderer - The lost
The one who never has a place to belong. The outcast amongst people, Wanderers find life to be rather lonely. There is an empty feeling inside of them that they can't seem to get rid of. However, not all is pain for them. Despite what others might think, they are very much capable of being happy and sad. Due to the fact that Wanderers always feel misplaced -to some extent- some adjust to how others are, just to have a place to be. The others in this category tend to shy away from people, preferring their own company, certain that they don't fit in. Both categories however, do keep most of their personal thoughts inside.
Wanderers tend to wish for a place where they are meant to be, resulting in a lot of daydreaming. Personality wise they are, in fact, dreamers. It doesn't mean they believe that they wish for will come true. Their inner world is simply better than this one. Most Wanderers try to find their special place, no matter if they are a passive-aggressive or a fearless individual. It is something they are drawn to do by nature.
Wanderers are also found to be hard to truly satisfy. Nothing will ever be the way they would have preferred/wanted it to be, and they tend to be disappointed a lot. It is not that they are perfectionists, they simply want for something to feel "right". Because of this, they often second-guess things/actions/relationships. Low self-esteem is a high possibility, as they often doubt themselves.
As their hole in their heart is constantly there, they may be prone for depression, as rarely anything is giving them true satisfaction. One day they may find their personal heaven, but it is important they are not too caught up in fantasies, or else they might pass by it blindly, missing it forever.
Quote:"Illusion is the first of all pleasures." -Oscar Wilde
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How is your soul?
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday that you have to deal with, which is making you sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when you truly need them and no one ever will. Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep yearning for the day you will be free from pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because you isolate yourself and are suspicious of peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of the world, watching what you can never have. The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one seems to understand or wants to help. As always, you will be alone in the world, fighting your dark thoughts by yourself.
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~*~Result nr 12~*~
Your power is: The ability to breathe under water
Explanation: When swimming, you don't need to get up and take a new fresh breath since you take in oxygen from the water. This allows you to stay in the water as much as you'd like. In good purposes it can save drowning victims. In evil purposes it can help you drag down a person to the depths and have them drowned. This power helps you escape the world, if even for a bit, since you have grown to despise it so much.
You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations crushed. Now you try to control your hopes because you don't want to get hurt again. You feel there is no hope for you in the future and have no real goals. But unlike the Controller of Time you do still feel, even if it's mostly negative emotions. You have few friends, if any, and feel you are unable to speak about your troubles. And unlike the Transformer, you don't feel happiness nowadays. All seems to be filled despair whereever you go and you are bitter becaue the world has failed you. It didn't turn out the way you wanted it too and you feel betrayed. It is also likely the feeling of betrayal comes from past relationships where you were left alone in the end.
Negative aspects: Since you are highly depressed and not letting out your emotions properly there is a possibility for cutting, to let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling of despair grows to strong you might consider taking your life.
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Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around you and are in tune with the world around. You observe it but rarely interfere. Because of your shy and timid nature you will not have so many friends in your life. But then again, large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are comfortable on your own and are reserved to others who you don't know or know very little of. You know everyone out there does not want to be your friend, and knowing that is good. However, people who don't know you that well thinks that you are cold and distant since you don't want to talk to them. Although you mean no harm, you can't always be perfectly understood in the world. No one can. Life in general are you quite serene with even if there are some things you don't like. Your love-life is not so full of boys/girls, but if you flirted more with the ones you were interested in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies you choose are calmer ones, you are no party person that likes to drink and make-out with three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading a book or swimming is more your thing.
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What type of girl are you?

You're the gothic girl!
You usually like to stay alone, or with a small group of friends. Everyone else thinks you're a freak, but they don't get you. Besides, you don't care what they all think.
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but yeah, Otakon was awesome. next year i'm hopping i can get my sis to dress up like Ritsuka cause i want to go as Soubi. and maybe if my friends decide to go with me next year i can dress then up to. hehehe. ¬.¬
anyway, i got some prints from a girl i have on my watch list over at DA. she did a pic of Edward Cullen from Twilight. the pic is amazing. link. my sister bought one of him too the next day, and i got a Urahara one. couldn't help it. total, i got four prints from her. there were other artist i recognized from DA, like druihd. but i didn't have enough money to buy a print from everyone. maybe next year. i also got a bunch of Hitsugaya stuff. i found a plushie of him wearing real world school uniform. he's so adorable. ^_^ i was disappointed to find nothing with blood+. just a thin little booklet thing. :( no one even dressed up as anyone from the show. i wanted so bad to find soneone dressed up as Hagi that i miss took a Zangetsu as Hagi. XD how embarrassing. especially since i love Bleach. but the next day my sis and i caught the FMA movie. i started everyone screaming WWWOOOO!! when mustang appeared to help fight. ^_^ i wasn't too loud, but loud enough. a guy sitting behind me tapped me on the shoulder to give me a high five going "yay mustang!!" XD my sister said that i scared her with my participation. like marco polo in the dealers room, haha. ^^; that was fun. i was just determined to have fun! can't wait for next year!
another good thing, i found my phone that was missing for about a week. wow, i'm on a roll, ne? XD i'm just waiting for my world to come crashing down around me now... where's chicken little??
blank (i need new ones)my sister made me a cake, but for some reason it wouldn't cooperated with her. lol. it split right in the middle. she tried to fix it, but i think it may have just made it worse. she is having a sleep over and her friend sang me happy birthday. everyone sang off key on purpose, i thought it was funny. lol.
right now i'm wish that every time i get strep, that it's like this. i don't feel bed ridden at all. it's nice. my head hurts off and on, the body ach went away this morning, and my throat only hurts a little. the highest my temp was, was 99.8. a low grade temp. nothing to bad. which is why i don't feel worse. but i won't complain.
anyway, as soon as you drive in through the gate, the animals are right there looking for food. i kept trying to get one of the animals poking their heads in through my dads window, but i couldn't get the timing right.
oh, and my dad was funny, he would grab a piece of food and just chuck out the window. the way he did it was kinda funny. i think he was just trying to keep them from sticking their heads in the car. cause he did it when he saw one walking towards the car. lol. but there were times there would be one he didn't see, and he would jump, and chuck a piece of food for it.
ununfortunately my aunt and uncle didn't go, but i think they would have liked it. i would have loved to see their faces with all the animal slobering all over the car, lol.
they are leaving to go back to germeny today. we are going to meet them at the airport to see them off. i feel like i didn't have enough time to spend with them.
my aunt was talking about maybe the next time they come to america, they would come to our house. that would be cool. we could go to baltimore and see the aquarium and hang out in the inner harbor.
my mom wants to go to germeny in 2 or 3 years. if they do go, i'm hoping to be able to tag along. i would love to see heidelberg castle.
sadwell, i'm off to watch Click. tomorrow, Fearless. i've been wanting to watch that for soooo long. i missed it when it was in theaters
soon i hope. i finished this one in about an hour.. i want more!!! what happened to Seimei?!?
i wonder if there is any fixings left for smores???
not much to say about the party... just that it happened. and i forced myself to "mingle", sos not to seem rude. i did get to see someone i hadn't seen in a long time. i hung out with her a few times in high school. she was one of the few friends my brother had that didn't mock me in any way. or at least she never let me find out about it if she did.
oh, and the pork was good!! my dad put bbq sauce on it. yummy! ^_^
and i seemed to have cut my thumb opening toothpaste. O_o ... don't ask. XD
confusedso, less than twelve hours til party time. i over heard that one of my sister's friends, romeos-juliet from DA, might be able to come. so it might not be a total loss. i'm still dreading it though....
i just might bring my sketch book out and draw a little... who knows.... romeos-juliet can be pretty entertaining. ^_^
oh look, i'm still working on the lineart, but i'm rather proud. so i wanted to share. all OCs
in my sketch book they don't have feet.... and are on two pages.
apatheticwell, there really isn't much to say about it.
her mother seemed to like mine. which is a good thing. the woman was a bit hard to read. but she really loves my brother. i mean, really loves him. O_o not the love my bro's dear sweetheart has for him. but i was a bit sick when she was praising him... i lived with him for over 20 years. i know my brother. i mean... yeah whatever. ok he's great,.. to you. i get it. next subject please!!
her dad seemed laid back, which was cool. it seemed to me that he was just taking everything in stride. lol.
she has a sister.... she as but left...
she has a brother, but he wasn't there, i'm not sure why... working maybe...?
her grandmother was awesome. she seemed to like me. she kept talking to me, and showing me... stuff. ^_^ i loved her enthusiasm for doll houses. she's in the process of making one. and from the sounds of thing, it isn't her first one. though it may be the first one she finishes. lol. i like her. she liked my hair. which was nothing special. it was loosely put up in a half-assed bun with chopsticks that wasn't what was holding it up. but she seemed to really like it. she has like this apartment that is attached to their house, i didn't really get a good look, but she opened the door for me to see. i saw a fire place and a couch, no bed, so i think maybe there are two room in there. it was neat cause there is a door to it in the kitchen, and one outside. sorry my description is a bit lame. i'm not very good with that.
anyways, we are having a party for the happy new couple this weekend. my brother has invited 25 people. all of which are coming. EEEEK!! i really hate crowds. when my mom told me that, i thought if how many people i know.... seven... i know a whopping seven people. only three that live near me. i'm such a pathetic excuse for a human being. -_-
anywho, this whole week we've been setting up for it. it shouldn't be to bad i guess. the only down side (other than a bunch of people i don't know being at my house getting drunk) is that its mothers day weekend, and there are people that my parent invited that aren't going to be there for that reason. :( those would have been the only people i know. bummer. oh well. just one day, it's for my brother and his bride. i hope that he thanks my parents for it. he has a nac for not doing that. :/
we own the little one on the left. the one on the right belongs to an explorer post we're in. though it seems to be non-existent at the moment. the tipi stays at our house. it's too big to stay at the lodge. we have a tent made of canvas too, but that isn't going to be set up.
apatheticEdit: i don't like spiders. -_-'
amusedso this year the big news is, that my brother finally got married. after changing the date about ten times, and weather or not to have a ceremony. ... i'm sure it was a great court house wedding!! ^_^
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my poor mom. she was so disappointed that she couldn't go. she said she cried when he told her that it was going to be just him and her. my mom wanted to go so bad. i feel bad for her. she'll get to attend mine... << >> whenever that happens... i want a nice backyard wedding...
so tomorrow, or rather today, we get to go to my brother's brand new in-laws for a brunch. oh.. goody... i feel like i'm about to meet some very superficial people. i'm mean i know i could be wrong, and i'm probably am... i hope i am. but i can't help but feel like these people are going to look at me and think "oh god!! that's my daughter's new sister-in-law? what a fat ugly... thing!.. oh god it speaks. *throws up in mouth*" boy am i looking forward to that... maybe i shouldn't go. but then, i think i have to cause i think my mom will be disappointed if i don't. i hate dressing up.
and my brother asked if we would watch their little furriers. i'm not sure if he asked if i would do it, or if it was my mom's idea. but somehow it ended with me being able to sleep at their apartment. O_o sorry i wouldn't feel comfortable doing that. beside, i'd be board out of my frickin mind!!! so i think we are going to be taking turns feeding the hair balls. their so cute, especially the one long haired. last time i was there, she kept batting at the thing hanging from my keys.
my brother was specific on how to take care of them too. we have to feed them wet food at certain times of the day, and we have to play with them with their mice. lol i think it's funny. makes me wonder what he'll be like when the little tike comes. yup, thats right, there's a bun in the oven. she's due late august. and, its a boy! the weird thing is, is that my mom had a dream that it was a boy, with a certain name, and that she only saw him twice by the time the kid was three. well, the kid's a boy, and they are using the name in her dream. (decided before they heard about her dream) now lets see if the rest comes true. we hardly see my brother now, so i wouldn't doubt it. i hope for my mother's sanity she gets to babysit at least once a month.
other news
my uncle from germany is come to visit late may. so we are going to georgia some time then to see him and other relatives, and my bf is suppose to come alone. which will be super cool if that happens.
my uncle from my dad's side is in baltimore this week with his wife and step kids. so maybe he'll be able to stop by tomorrow,... thursday. (friday they have to travel. his wife has to be back at work.) he was suppose to yesterday,.. tuesday, but i guess he didn't have time. i know he took them to the aquarium i think that was today,.. yesterday. man is it really past 4?! i'm going to be tied. oh well, no one to blame but me. today should be interesting. well i'm off. who knows when i'll update again, so until then. see ya!!
wow, it finally snowed on sunday. not enough for a snowman, but enough to make the yard a bit white. first real snow this winter. there was a couple days last week we got flurries, but it was only for about 5 minutes or so, so it doesn't count...
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You are The High Priestess
Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.
The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.
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